Saturday, March 04, 2006

broken...am i??

A real beautiful song tis is!sumting that i m singing rite now!while my heart is bleeding..but yet ..i still gotta live!..life goes on no matter wht happens!

we still haf 2 walk our way through life..even if it wud mean 2 b walking alone..all alone!wif no frens ..no foes..no luv ..no hate!ntg at all..juz a dull,boring n lonesome walk!

rite now ..juz kinda terribly hurt!
i know i can only b hurt if i choose 2 b..bt i guess i m choosing 2 b that way thn!
..i know i will b fine soon!hopefully!


"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

someday we'll reunite 4 all eternity..

Rains of sand slip through your hands
Never ceasing time
Fold your hands in silent prayer
Eternal peace you'll find

[CHORUS]
Like two rivers flow
to the open sea
Someday we'll reunite
for all eternity

Let the rain falling on your face
Run in to your eyes
Can you see the rainbow now
Through the stormy skies

[CHORUS]
Like two rivers flow
to the open sea
Someday we'll reunite
for all eternity

Like two rivers flow
to the open sea
Someday we'll reunite
for all eternity

Standing in the rising tide
Heaven's light shines on you
On you, on you

Test the sea rising at your feet
How far can you go
Til you need God's helping hand
To ride the under-toe

[CHORUS]
Like two rivers flow
to the open sea
Someday we'll reunite
for all eternity

Someday we'll reunite
for all eternity

Someday we'll reunite
for all eternity
..

yea..mayb sumday we'll reunite...miss u so much!!

Saturday, September 10, 2005

crazy!!!

i m going insane!!!help me!!...i juz cant forget ...!!
how do i keep my mind off ...??
i nid sumting 2 distract me 4 a while!!
but wht??

Friday, September 02, 2005

broken heart!

i know u r not worth my tears!..but i dunno y i juz cant resist!

Friday, July 22, 2005

I Don't Give A Damn

Every time you go away
it actualy kinda makes my day
everytime you leave you slam the door
you pick your words so carefully
you hate to think your hurting me
you leave me laughing on the floor coz

I dont give it up, I dont give a damn
what u say bout that
you know i dont give it up, i dont give a damn
what u say bout that
you know im not gonna cry
bout some stupid guy, a guy who thinks he`s all that

I thought we were just hangin out
so why did ya kiss me on the mouth
you thought the way you taste would get me high
you went to all your friends to brag
guys are always such a drag
dont u know the reason that i kissed you was to say goodbye

coz I dont give it up i dont give a damn
wot you say bout that
you know i dont give it up i dont give a damn
wot u say bout that
you know im not gonna cry, bout some stupid guy
a guy who thinks he`s all that

hangin, hangin out,
i am simply hangin, hangin out
i am simply hangin
so why did ya kiss me on the mouth
dont you know that i

i dont give a damn about you
i wont give it up now for you
im not gonna cry bot some stupid guy
a guy who thinks he`s all that

i dont give it up, i dont give a damn
wot do u say bout that
you know i dont give it up, i dont give a damn
wot u say bout that

i dont give a damn, i dont give a damn
wot do u say bout that
you know i dont give a damn, i dont give a damn
what do u say bout that.


yea..u gt me right!i dun give a damn at all!i dun care bout wht u haf gt 2 say!neither do i care bout u!yes..thats wht i said!u mean nothing 2 me!

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

sad 4 me!

tis is so bad!..tis is really d worst time 2 get sick!i so badly need 2 study 4 exam..n i haf 2 complete my project!:(
but i juz cant concentrate!my head is aching so much

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

i love u!

i love u..jay sean!

You Don't Know Me

Straight out of UK
Came a little British Asian brother by the name of Jay
Who never cared down what you said
So many companies wanted me to be in my way

I been here a while now, doing my things
Hanging up and never giving it up
Always percevire throughout the years
And the fuss about my colour never giving a f**k

Wanted you to see the talent in me
But you wouldn't hear what I say
Now the stories changed
Cos suddenly Asians are the fashionable trend today
What they told me was that I'm a brown man
Who's up in the black industry
But that wont hold me down
Look at me now got to where I want to be

You dont know me, Jay Sean is the name
You dont know me, I was born for the game
You dont know me, so why dont you take me as I am
You dont know me, Jay Sean is the name

Tell me what is happening
Coz now the music industry is focusing on marketing ploys
See I remember back when it wasnt about looks
Or colour but about the voice
Now things are changing coz back in the day
No one happened to be feeling my sound
Now its all about the latest trends
I guess im lucky cos the colour of the season is brown

I dont live for glam, and I dont care for fame
I mean its for the love of the game
Funny how things can change when suddenly
Those who turned against you want to know you again
All I wanted was to be me
And let you see what this means to me
So words dont fail me now
Finally, I got to where I want to be

I'm ready to spit rap
And chuck it in front of the people who told me my shit's whack
Sit back
Don't let me be one of the brothers who wanted me to quit rap
But just hit back with a fat joint
Now I'm delivered to that point
I'm writing the darkest lyrics the fastest lyrics that you can't hack boy
And that's what gets me
I'm sick of MCs whose trying to test me
I'm sick of A+R people telling me drop my demo off next week
You're starting to vex me
Rap promoters saying my sets weak
Its harder trying to get signed and hear all the labels saying well lets see maybe, possibly, well he's got potential
Looking at my colour and ignoring my credentials
Skin ain't the issue I'm dark when I start to spit
It's all about appeal and how a artist can be marketed
And now the Asian scene's the place to be
Ever since Goodness Gracious Me graced the screen
What with Missy, Truth Hurts and Redman having a taste
We even had the Kumars dancing for Gareth Gates.

You dont know me, Jay Sean is the name
You dont know me, I was born for the game
You dont know me, so why dont you take me as I am
You dont know me, Jay Sean is the name